I have loved working on this quilt. It measures 80" x 87" and it is the first full sized bed quilt I have made and quilted myself. I've done kings and twins, and plenty of throws, but never a full. It's a shame I'm not keeping it, I really need a quilt on that full sized guest bed...
The back is Sketch flannel in Royal and it is amazing! I may just be a flannel back convert after this one. I pieced Madelyn's name into the back-- the letters are about 4" high. I hope she likes it.
I cut and attached the binding to the front today, and plan to spend blissful hours tomorrow hand stitching it down. That sounds like the perfect way to spend my birthday~
When George was a baby, I remember getting a lot of sewing done while he napped. Somehow I thought things would be the same this time around, but I'll tell you, the biggest shock I had this fall was how much I wanted to be with George when Jack was asleep. If I'd turn on the tv and sneak off to sew, I felt guilty leaving him alone. I missed him.
Other moms of 2 or more can probably relate. I spent so much time this year focused on the baby, feeding, changing, pureeing, packing and repacking the diaper bag, pushing the stroller. I miss the feeling of George's hand in mine as we walk to school. It's like I blinked and he went from being 2 1/2 to being 5. I can barely pick him up and he doesn't fit in my lap anymore.
Something has changed (is changing?). I used to be me first. A person, a woman, a Smithie, a quilter. But now, no. Now I'm Mom first.
So this quilt took me a long time, but it helped me discover this change, see who I am now. And I'm glad I can write that here, because I'm not sure non-quilters would quite understand. I love this quilt, and I'm happy the end is near. I hope to have it in the mail this weekend and let it become part of someone else's story.











